生为拼搏

就已它来结束2008吧，这一年经历了很多，迷茫之后，似我又得到了很多，可不管怎样2009年来了，仅仅为命运，接受了挑战。这首歌的确伴随我走过了整个冬天。
Doing everything that I believe in
Going by the rules that I've been taught
More understanding of what's around me
And protected from the walls of love
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
No point in talking what you should have been
And regretting the things that went on
Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate
Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture
And all that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try

Winter coming from north

冬至来了，正迎接着这最短的一天，心里还在想这一件事……

ah……眼看年底就要到了，地主又要收租子了。

这几天，感觉心里空荡荡的，自己是无所适从，以前无聊的事情越来越不无聊，总得多干点事情吧，不仅是今年，今后还要做下去的。

这周末要写一篇有关梦想的文章，我也不知道梦想是什么，是我会飞，还是我要成为一名飞行员？前者需要我成为Archangel或是X Man，后者则需要不断学习+眼力。

一想到梦想，我就会联想到GE的那一句"梦想启动未来"。虽然还不知道什么是梦想，但你会相信我没有自己的梦想吗？

不过面对未来，我只能保持沉默，对失败事实的一般认知规律是震惊，怀疑，否认，愤怒，沮丧，接受事实。

PS："飞"不一定会飞n_n

冥想

我泱泱大国，以诚信为本。葛优这句严肃的说话时，忍不住笑了……接下来就是一顿胡思乱想。just a deep thought.