生为拼搏

就已它来结束2008吧，这一年经历了很多，迷茫之后，似我又得到了很多，可不管怎样2009年来了，仅仅为命运，接受了挑战。这首歌的确伴随我走过了整个冬天。
Doing everything that I believe in
Going by the rules that I've been taught
More understanding of what's around me
And protected from the walls of love
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
No point in talking what you should have been
And regretting the things that went on
Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate
Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture
And all that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try

Winter coming from north

冬至来了，正迎接着这最短的一天，心里还在想这一件事……

ah……眼看年底就要到了，地主又要收租子了。

这几天，感觉心里空荡荡的，自己是无所适从，以前无聊的事情越来越不无聊，总得多干点事情吧，不仅是今年，今后还要做下去的。

这周末要写一篇有关梦想的文章，我也不知道梦想是什么，是我会飞，还是我要成为一名飞行员？前者需要我成为Archangel或是X Man，后者则需要不断学习+眼力。

一想到梦想，我就会联想到GE的那一句"梦想启动未来"。虽然还不知道什么是梦想，但你会相信我没有自己的梦想吗？

不过面对未来，我只能保持沉默，对失败事实的一般认知规律是震惊，怀疑，否认，愤怒，沮丧，接受事实。

PS："飞"不一定会飞n_n

冥想

我泱泱大国，以诚信为本。葛优这句严肃的说话时，忍不住笑了……接下来就是一顿胡思乱想。just a deep thought.

rubik

with Dow Jones dropped a 10-year low of 7,700 before ending at 7,997 and the
oil sinked below $50,I finally finished my first...2 hours' work,and oh~today is Nov 22...

first exprience on PMDG MD-11

只要一上网，那玩意就Crack掉了，所以半个月前下载的MD11，现在才刚刚体验到。无奈啊，美国的飞机像空客一样，顶板与747有很大的不同~~可这世界上就只有这么一家公司能做这么好的插件。就是与wilco的不一样。忙了半天，找到了AP，却找不到自动油门……失落……看来要完全（清楚）掌握，那就是几个月之后的事了。

这飞机啊~命短，出来没几天就停产了。不过个人认为三发飞机还是很cool的（原先最喜欢的就是KC-10）。

melamine

2007年春天，美国有数百只宠物突发疾病。政府官员追根溯源，发现这些宠物摄入了一种在塑料和肥料中常见的富含氮的化合物——三聚氰胺（melamine）。这种化合物在宠物的肾脏处结晶，导致肾衰竭。

这是我无意翻到的去年9月份的文章，详情就去看看《科学美国人》杂志2007年第9期《蛋白测量的作弊风波》

All I got was.......

what the h.

tango down

journey

这就是两个月的成绩，要是能完成哪个impossible的考核，还需要相当的时间啊~flightsim的atpl。那就成1/3个飞行员了。

新的旅行又要开始
bye，不！应该是See you soon!

原来早就曝光了~

that is

Fly to Beijing - FSX

From UHWW to ZBAA,Runway 18L
Beijing Capital Airport

降落在VHHX for the first time

由西面降落至13号跑道，以时速120海里，带坡度转弯倾斜40度向右转一个半径为5090英尺的弯至飞机与跑道成一直线，再直朝着3000英尺外的着陆点下降。

没想到第一次就成功了（接下来就是无数的失败），还是目视飞行。当然下降率也憋大了~绝对不是省油的灯。

还发现了……

Torch

回来的第一感觉就是……啊，我睡着了。

前奏曲

好吧，再一再怂恿下，我去了曲阜。和我几百年前去的曲阜没变什么样，还是那个县城只不过到来了一大堆警察，和奥运圣火。去高速公路，封了半个小时。越接近目的地警察越多，心想还是要快点赶路吧。汽车还不是主要的工具。交通简直是疯了，没看见一个交警。还是家乡好啊。

到达的时间已经是七点了，找宾馆花了半个小时，找饭馆花了十五分钟。此刻也真实感受了人们之奥运热情，看到了很多外地的人。而且这也激发了很多人的经济头脑。其利润也是应该是高的惊人的。

第一天也就结束了。

原本是计划6点，不过到了4点就被人吵醒了，人叫，车响，狗叫……算了，谁也睡不着，还是起来吧。

间奏曲

走到街上，发现几乎每个人都穿着白色T恤，个个都画着五环。车上都插着红旗，这就是特别激情的，那些没插红旗的，心情还是一样激动（像我一样）。好像火炬就在这一条路上传。我们在的地方是稍微靠近前面，即使这个时间人也很多。所以我们走了至少2公里找到一个比较宽松的地方，一路上看到警察到处都是，都带着蓝色的小牌子，名曰“安保”。

天空则下着不小的小雨，打着伞也行，不打伞也罢，有点别扭。接下来的就是无限的等待。有人去厕所用了十五分钟排队。无聊中……嘎~到了8:30左右来了三辆车。可口可乐，三星，联想。

五分钟后。等了4个小时，这为了这20几秒。我……

那是？

尾声

下午就回去！顺便还带个礼品啥。

自己的第一次ILS飞行

终于成功了，以前只是熟悉一下飞机的电气部分，对FMC的了解更是九牛一毛。不过昨天接上了另一个显示器，对着教程，一步一步的输上去。我的第一次航线是从浦东国际机场(ZSPD)到日本关西空港(RJBB),不过在最后进进的过程中关掉了自动驾驶，所以真正自己飞是从ZBAA到ZBTJ。

告诉你我是怎么学的：

柯南里的小错误

看了好多遍刚刚发现的，在《银翼的魔术师》里，机长中毒，碰到了操纵杆自动驾驶取消，柯南的奋力一拉，之前应该是俯冲的姿态，但在多功能显示器上却在急速爬升。而且在其上还应有爬升率的数值（不过既然是俯冲的话就应标在下边了）。

那一夜——7·13

七年前的我们也许比现在更为激动，北京获得了奥运会的举办权，这一个无与伦比的奇迹。一到这个时候我总会想起《歌唱祖国》，还是很激动的。

以就是七年前，电视中直播了奥林匹克全会。我还是个小孩子，当时正值暑假刚刚到来，自己也感觉很无聊，就躺在床上从下午看到了深夜，记得是每个城市都有很长的陈述时间，老妈让我睡觉，我说等到结果出来后再睡。其实我也不知道奥运会为什么重要，太小了嘛。不过一看时间心想都看了这么久了，还是看到头吧。

直到最后当萨马兰奇宣布是北京时，出乎意料全国人民都欢腾了……以前还以为北京这事已经定了~现在先起来还真是很激动的场景。记得在直播的最后，两名主播还拿出香槟庆祝了一下。

的确，刚开始觉得这七年太长了（我当时就想七年后我早小学毕业了），可越往后，就觉着这太短了。

BACK

好久没来了，也没办法。换了台新电脑，让我忙了半月。先是cpu的温度太高了，玩游戏时能到80度，后又换了一个比原装的厚一倍的风扇，只降了十几度而已，不过用everest测的温度跟别的温度测量软件相差5度左右，不过总是降下来了——CPU的温度跟核心温度相差20度。又用了一夜安装Vista。

P.S 现在玩极品飞车9，60帧的速度，特效全开的情况才真正知道怎么开车。

难了

我得承认写这个很难，特别是一次又一次地被block。也只能在那别扭的qzone上凑合了，也是因为那里自己的朋友很多（不知道为什么）。

不过还会继续。

spirit,arise.

Premier WEN

His performance on TV screens and the media is not only the result of a policy of official communication well established. The man is so. He was injured in a fall in the rubble while denying that takes care of him. For army officers, he explained dryly that they are paid by the people. Such information was not supplied by propaganda. He filtered by the Internet and then been taken up by the daily Guangzhou (Canton). The Chinese cyberspace today it is a genuine cult. Tens of thousands of Internet users have been mobilized for the former geologist. On Baidu, a discussion forum launched on May 13, the day after the earthquake, proposes to offer 10 000 greetings to the Prime Minister.

Renewal:

• Death toll raised to more than 50,000.
  
• 144 police only 47 survived.
• Reporter said premier was hurt.
• General has been to the epicenter by foot.
• As he shows me the damage to his community, I ask how many have died. Tears flow down his cheeks, and he makes no effort to wipe them away. He says that as many as 500 are dead, including his parents, his wife and their two children.CNN said.
• Total donations: 6,000,000,000 RMB.
• There are 100,000 soldiers there.
  

Anything for you

Thank you all my friends for your hearty kindness
That day Nature was merciless, human isn't
Brave and strong, I must rebuild my Future
Hardship and pain temper us to be better, to be strong.

"Do not judge, or you too will be judged."
For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.
"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?
How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye?

Perhaps it's biblical literalism.alas,a few number of German dont know.They just zoomed in the useless things,and zoomed out the IMPORTANT things.a big joke.Then,That's nazi.

Thanks for noticing me.
http://www.sueddeutsche.de/,tt2m3/ausland/artikel/790/174269/

Forget

Live for the first time

“山，沉重的山，是经过时间冲刷就会改变的东西。天空，蓝色的天空，眼睛看不到的东西，眼睛看得到的东西。太阳是独一无二的太阳，水，令人愉快的东西。花,相同的东西有很多，没用的东西也很多。天空，红色，红色的天空.红的颜色，流水，血、血的味道,一个不流血的人，由红色泥土制作的人,由一男一女制作的人。城市，由人类制造的东西，人类是什么，是神创造出来的东西？是人类创造出来的东西？我所拥有的是生命。心，心的容器，是我的灵魂宝座。”

沉……终于等到了柯南的501集。享用珍珠翡翠白玉汤一碗：

恢复

头发通年没梳—支楞巴杈，
脸蛋经常不洗—泥儿巴砸，
衣服缺襟短袖—补补巴巴，
腰里系着绳子—疙里疙瘩，
脚下穿双旧鞋—玻露碎花，
走起道来带响—踢勒塌啦!
alas，没想到啊，我的脚囧了。

怎么想也不应该啊，为何是这个部位？太窝囊了，一点壮烈感也没有却很滑稽（嗯~郁闷？）。

正常的是可以做但非常正常的事却不能做。
简直是有违祖制，有失官体，有伤大雅，有损国威！

现在的进展就是“恢复治疗当中”。record:其它一切正常。Standing by.

春蚕到死丝方尽，人至期颐亦不休。一息尚存须努力，留作青年好范畴。

for Coubertin's lighter

On the left:Freedom of speech,support Southern Metropolis firmly,Universal values,crap in tank,viva freedom and democracy!,China.com is a fool.

On the right:Elites hinder the country,against rightists at the Southern Metropolis,the Chinese traitors at the KDnet forum and the running dogs at Tianya forum,oppose peaceful evolution,down with foreign lackies and compradores,democracy puts the nation in danger.

Topic:the Biggest Riot in History,just for the entertainment,not about any particular person.

This is a riot between users of China.com(and so on) and the supporters from Southern Metropolis Daily over Chang Ping's opinion essay How To Find The Truth About Lhasa?. He talks about the nationalism in Chinese young people,and criticized this kind of sentiment.Then the essay touched off a heated controversy.radical people said that he is a traitor and unacceptable(perhaps it's radical).the others said it's critical,sensitive and emotional(moderate criticize).supporters said it's right.

Apparently it's not about how to deal with Tibet(free or not),they just have disagreements on the way we do about the lies and fabricated stories in media.like hawks and doves.for example,France,angry people have been boycotting the French goods like Carrefour.A number of people don't agree with it.but survey shows that 75% of them agrees.

As for me,I prefer the right.ahh....I'm not a hawk.but we have to do something just for my country.(I'm not against the western people,but against some groups)I would rather impact it than defense lonely.the history shows that when japan invaded china,few Chinese accepted their requirements including a part of Chinese ruling party.surrender?finally,the result?famers from homefront beated them.and I have nothing to say about the universal values.is freedom of speech?So do nazi.

Friend,I have wine for him.but if it is a wolf,that will be a shotgun waiting for it.

renewal:At Colgate University.

his last wish

by the way,a thug and goon can do it twice,ehhh...so lucky.perhaps he could get a prize from an old man(nobel?).
strongly.he never borrows money or ask for airline(off-airways?) tickets.
hope to see you in San Francisco(Wanwan~)!

747

747's pdf dictionary

Before takeoff
flaps-------------_____
After takeoff
landing gear--up and off
Descent
recall-----------checked
autobrake--------_____
land data_VREF_MINS
Approach
altimeters---------_____
Landing
speedbrake------armed
landing gear------down
flaps--------------_____

Olympics flame is coming

on 25th,july.奥运圣火将会到达。到时如果我是足够幸运的话，摸一摸还是没问题的。
嗯~你笑一下嘛.

Riot in Tibet: True face of western media

the Bay of the Revenge.

Dalai Lama may "die in the wrong side of the mountains,in the wrong side of the history".When he left Tibet because of the powerless revolt.It seems that is unfair to him.but plenty of the Tibetans can get out of the slavery.Someone asked us to support Dalai Lama to go back to Tibet,but then?to rebuild a theocracy?in the modern world?

As for riot in Tibet,he must take responsibility for the deaths of 22 persons. many people have lost their house,even their lives.But at this time,The us house speaker is celebrating to a "victory".Did they ever think about the innocent people?I have found the same things when when they invaded Iraq, killing thousand of innocents.The time of Tibet been a part of China is much longer of the history of the U.S... So are those people who know nothing but just barking.

They know nothing,The "Tibet flag" was upended in the in the city hall.how much do they know about tibet if they can't even find tibet on the map?

Why do the western media care so much about China?Human Rights?If China has this kind of problem,people will revolt against their oppressors. Western media like CNN is taking 1.3 billion people on earth as its enemies. Then who will be the loser?Actually,some Western media know nothing about the situation before 1950.We have no alternative.Human Rights were Watched by all over the world.it would be unfair if they wouldn't be unfair.Do they get the foot-and-mouth disease?

"Tibet to China"
= "Bavaria to Germany"
= "Corsica to France"
= "Texas/Hawaii to USA"
= "Basque to Spain"
= "Scotland/Wales to UK"
= "Punjab to India"
= "Okinawa to Japan"
= "Quebec to Canada"
= "Sicily to Italy"
= "Kosovo to Serbia"
= ...

Actually,There's always something wrong with China's media policy,so that few people couldn't know the truth.All the Media in China are absolutely losers.

Government always pretends to be secret,Local Media are powerless,Citizens couldn't speak to westerners.

I feel that China is attacked front and rear.now,we just can stand sideways.I see,1980.





Another video:http://rapidshare.de/files/38832674/mvi_0483.avi.html

Remember,Both Sun Yat-sen's Nationalists and their rivals, Mao Zedong's Communists, believed that Tibet remained fundamentally a part of China.

just end up with the words from Martin Niemöller:

First they came for the Socialists, and I did not speak out,
Because I was not a Socialist.

Then they came for the Trade Unionists, and I did not speak out,
Because I was not a Trade Unionist.

Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out,
Because I was not a Jew.

Then they came for me,and there was no one left to speak for me.

Father's Trip to Dubai

就像流动的水没有形状，飘动的风没有痕迹一样，一周的时间。

老爸出差走了一周终于回来了，之前说是去Dubai，啊哈？要去中东？那么危险的地方？后来一想，原来是在UAE呀~还消停点，结果在出发前2天！恶补英语。这哪来得及？幸亏还有几个同行的。回来的时候是凌晨4点，那是正好北京首都机场3号航站楼正式启用没多久。

没想到啊，没想到，他竟然去了一个连我也没想到的地方——在两个棕榈岛之间，那个像帆船一样的饭店brj....名字是记不清了。可样子...这下老爸算是享福了。还参观了一下难得一见的总统套房！Lucky啊，这倒也是，人家请的客嘛！只是去谈判而已。

顺路观一下光也是可以的，原来那个超级高的迪拜塔那么高，向上吊东西还得接力。看了一下室内滑雪场，还有一个公园，见了不少跑车。

途中还自费2300USD请别人吃了一顿午餐，就是在那个朝着海的就像镶嵌进去的餐厅里。

幸亏相机带在身边，要不就不会将2G的SD卡拍满的~只有一小部分艰难的上到了google相册里，用photoshop处理成了约600k的图片，还有几个短片，放哪里呢？还是下周再处理吧。